Hibernation

Today, February 7, 2009, I woke up from a deep slumber. Strange that for more than two years, I have fallen asleep, my thoughts lingering but not solidifying, my heart heavy with a restlessness so consuming. There is a numbness that tingles in my bones, my muscle, my veins, my sinews.

I feel a strangeness that's happening. A melancholy strain is playing somewhere.
I need the strength to waken up fully and get me out of this numbing hibernation.

Somehow, sometime, my senses, my feelings, my emotions, my thoughts
would bring me back to reality and fill me again with music,
with color and with vitality!